glory days

ahh! so annoying, i can NEVER remember my log in, to this journal. haha. its so simple but i can't for the life of me remember it. i don't know why it signs me out even though i have the "remember me" checked.

anyway...........

i found an old high school [sort of] friend on myspace, [darren w.]... and ... he didn't remember me. haha!! i probably should be bummed about this, but for some reason i just don't care. i guess cause i wasn't really into him back in the day... he was awesome for the sex [i'm such a slut] and we had fun but i didn't really like him like that at least i dont remember liking him like that, i do remember wanting to fix him though... and i remember he asked me to marry him... hahahaha and he doesn't remember. thats seriously classic. i remember we were sitting at a park and it was late at night, [cause we only hung out late at night] and he was telling me about how he was going away to college and that he had this whole life plan for the two of us. [he was probably drunk or high or something] and his life plan was... he would go to college, get a great job and then come back and marry me. i told him he was nuts and i let him down, [he really was a little nuts] and he said he was dead serious and all this and i said "well, we'll see". i dont remember much of anything ever, but i do remember this clear as day. kinda funny. but whats even funnier is... he doesn't remember me! haha! how can you not remember me?? i got kicked out of his house for being too loud, if you know what i mean. i was such a little whore.

anyway... according to his myspace, he seems like the same dork as he ever was... and he has HORRIBLE tattoos, at least thats my opinion. he is a big jock type... and he really did grow up very good looking, i mean he was always really hot, but he grew up nicely. and i hope the very best for him. he was such a messed up kid way back when... i hope all of his dreams come true.

alright... enough about that... i have so many things to accomplish today and i haven't done a single one of them. terribleness. bon au revoir.