20 May, 2007

never a bride.



i think my friend ally is engaged. fuck. always a brides maid..........

i'ma go find out right now.

lame.

**update** **i was wrong**

not getting married, yet... he is moving in with her. gay.
i am not a fan of the boyfriend/girlfriend living together situation... i know it works for some, but i'm still very anti. i didn't tell her any of my negative thoughts on it, just congratulated her and pretended to be excited. she was distracted by tv, so it was rather annoying talking to her. she is basically my sister and we talk like 4 times a year... we correspond by email or myspace, but we dont actually talk that often. [i wonder if that is how sisters really are? haha] whatever though. i'm happy for her, i really am... i'm just envious of all my friends that are moving on with their lives and here i am stuck. stuck where i've been for years and years. i know its my fault i'm so stuck... but i just cant figure out how to get out of my rut...

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