tsnf!

finals tomorrow. i'm semi studying... i've started to give up. i think its cause i'm not working. if i had a more structured day, maybe i'd be more productive. i just keep thinking - i got C's on my last 2 tests in anthro, and i didn't really study, so hopefully i'll come out of the final with a C and then because of the curve either get a C or a B. that would be ideal... but lifes not usually ideal... or very fair... tsnf.

i did get a 97% in my geo 15 [lab class]. i rocked that one!! that study session reallllllllly helped. i had a feeling i did really well. OH and i have a hiking buddy! yesssss! SO stoked!! she is a really sweet girl... so happy i dont have to hike alone, at least for the next 6 months - she is moving to NC in the spring. boo.

OHHHHHHH... and the boy i have had a school girl crush on: a few of us were invited to study with him - and others. i actually talked to him... it was about school, but who cares. i was stoked to be close to the cute married boy. :) he is soooo dreamy. and he asked if we [i think he was directing the questions towards me or at least thats what i want to tell myself anyway] asked if i was going to take summer school... i guess he is... and he asked what class i was taking... i said something stupid and he corrected me, but who cares. i'm seriously in 7th grade right now... ugh. i hate my low confidence and i hate that i haven't done anything about it.

hiking. at least i have a new hiking buddy.

going back to school was the best idea ever. even though i'm stressing and i'm being very hard on myself... i'm so stoked on it.

alright, back to studying... i REALLY want a B or higher in geo.

after finals - abby's birthday. i heart her.