eeeeeek!

eek!

i just made an appointment with an agency... so its real now. i'm REALLY looking for a jobby job. i'm so nervous and my appointment isn't until friday! oh boy. i feel sick to my stomach. :(

i have to update my resume tomorrow and email it to the girl. i am going to go into the unemployment office tomorrow morning and work on it. bleh. i feel sick.

i need references too! i called and left a message with my old supervisor... and i have to call my old boss too. hopefully they will still refer me. if not, i'm screwed. but i dont see why they wouldn't... i'm a nice girl and i think they liked me. they both said they would write me a referral letter, so i shouldn't be so insecure. i just am scared.

well i better go enjoy my freedom... soon it will disappear!