from myspace blog:
[7/12/07]
its that time... sigh...
i have an appointment with ajilon office tomorrow at 11:30. good bye boring days... good bye sleeping in... good bye dong whatever i feel like doing... good bye feeling worthless. i'll miss you.
i'm semi excited... with everything there are pros... and cons. i'm going to try and focus on the pros though. although, i keep thinking about how i won't be seeing any of my friends anymore. ha. especially come sept. 4th. boo.
........... alright i need to go to worksource, since my awesome computer doesnt have microsoft office on it.
eeeeee... i'm scared of new jobs.
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[7/13/07]
ooh i'm on a roll this week with the blogs...
my appointment with the agency went really well. they sent my resume to a few places already... and told me i'm awesome. i received very high test scores, but did we ever think i wouldn't? no. i'm brilliant. i might have an interview on monday/tuesday with some "entertainment" company... i thought they meant porn when they said that, but come to find out its some country western music company. i'm actually pretty stoked on that... i'm not a big country fan, but i think it would be a fun work environment. so hopefully that pans out... seems like a pretty easy job. admin asst for an executive... can't be too difficult, possibly a little demanding though. whatever. pay is good, benis are good... close to home. works for me.
so i'm glad today went swimmingly. yay.
had golden spoon tonight... mmmmmmmmmmm. best place EVER. i want GS everyday.
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[7/18/07]
**update**
okay so i think i have a plan... you know, generally libras are terrible decision makers, so this has been really hard for me... plan as follows: tomorrow i'm going to call (or maybe i'll go into work source office) the unemployment office and ask them when the temp job ends do i lose my benefits or can i pick up where i left off? then if they respond in a positive manner, then i will take the temp job in calabasas... and hope they find me as irresistible as i know i am... and hire me... my job troubles [and money troubles] will be gone... but if they dont realize how awesome i am, [and lose out] then i'll still have my unemployment to pay the bills. does this make sense? i think it does... but i'm in serious stress out mode, so who knows... there has been some drama here... bleh. **end update**
i love the movie "drive me crazy".
jobs. ugg.
i'm getting nervous now... i have not heard back from ajilon about any permanent positions... and i dont like that. i did hear from them for a couple temporary positions. one in century city (ummmmm... it would take me like 5 years to get to work and 8 years to get home, that would suck), it would be for 1-2 months... and then a contract admin (my old job) in calabasas, but its temp until they find someone "more qualified" F YOU. i'm so qualified they have no idea. haha. so i'd probably start working like next week if i took one of the temp jobs... so i dont know what to do. i guess it would be good for me to start working, since i've been a lazy bum for the past 5 months... i just don't know what to do. the contract admin possition would be cool since i really did enjoy that job... BUT... its temp. then what? then i'm screwed. but i thought temp work might be kinda fun... always doing something different... AND what if... just what if... the company realized just how awesome i really am and gave me the job? its for a sr. contract admin... which they start at like 60K. that completely wouldn't suck. if i worked my ASS off i bet i could prove to them i rule. should i really take that chance? i dont know... maybe i should. you never know what could happen... i have to talk to my parents... they are usually good at helping me figure stuff out. only bum out would be... work would start next week. ... hmm... i wonder if they would pay me really well? but man... i want benefits and i want security. i dont like the unexpected or the unknown. surprises are not my thing. i guess i'll just talk to the lady at ajilon tomorrow and ask her questions...
ug, i'm stressing myself out.
on a better note: how sweet is this freakin dresser?
and i found some SERIOUSLY rad hello kitty items last night while randomly searching. which, along with other things, have been placed in my [new favorite thing] wishpot.
oh and i think i have alzheimer's... i can't remember ANYTHING lately... :(
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